Allergic

I've never been allergic to anything in my whole entire life. Well, that is, until i went to college.

In college, I found out that I'm allergic to shrimp(when I exercise after), watermelon, honeydew, and cantaloupe. At first I was in denial. Actually even until YESTERDAY I was in denial. I kept on trying them to see if the allergy had gone away. But everytime I try these fruits, my body doesn't want them. and now, i've learned my lesson. I almost died yesterday after eating a piece of honeydew at my tutoree's house. I am finally ready to accept the fact that I really am allergic these foods and that I should stay away from them unless i want another anaphylactic shock. But the story doesn't end here.

Now, I'm at UCI. and while i'm eating my irresistable, delicious sandwich with turkey and avocado that i packed from home, my throat is starting to itch, my inner ear is irritated and my tongue feels numb.
EFF. another one. I am allergic to one of my FAVORITE foods: avocados.

When will this nightmare end? PLEASE?
i dont wanna be the only one salivating as I watch everyone else eat a cold, juicy watermelon on a hot summer day. ;( and now AVOCADOS?!!! no~~~~

today is not a good day.

p.s. i just looked up my allergy online and it says my allergies might be related to latex. O.o